Be More Positive

I had a lot of thoughts during my run today.  The recurring thought was that no one else is suffering from my sadness except for me.  In spite of that thought, I'm still having trouble moving forward.  It's intermittent.  Some days I feel fine and often throughout the day I have good and bad moments.  I'm frustrated by my seeming inability to exist on my own with myself.  I rely too heavily on my surroundings and my perceptions of the feelings of those around me.  It is exhausting.  I am working on it.  Making my life less heavy might make me run a little faster...